Tinkering about

Nothing special to report, other than an eight on my scoreboard and by coincidence the sun came out mid-morning, ending several days of continuous rain.

Eight

So far,so good. A better day. Again for no apparent reason. I don't suppose my doctor will make any more sense of it than I do, but I'll persist with his idea until my next appointment. The blind leading the blind springs to mind, a bit like the bees in my head previously

Two

For no obvious reason today had to be scored as a 2.      I spent the whole day in bed feeling listless and generally down.

Better

My mood today is better. My psychology consultant has asked me to give daily "mood scores" so he can assess them on my next visit. His recommendation was scoring nine to nought with the latter meaning high,but I reversed that as 0 to 10 because for me it makes more sense. I scored today and yesterday as 8's.

LaLa Land

I can confirm the film is not worth all the hype, although I was very. Impressed with the new cinema,comfy seats, take your drinks in with you etc; plus cheap OAP entry.

The rest of the evening was spent at the hospital for my annual eye test,a total waste of everyone's time, merely repeating the same annual tests undertaken by my GP a few weeks ago but no results as yet

Even without the tests I was aware of deterioration in my sight so I arranged yet another test at my local optician  and I am in the process of choosing frames.

Forty shades of black

I awoke very late yesterday feeiing awful and convinced I was dying so stayed in bed till mid afternoon. 

LYnne seemed surprising distant and totally cold towards me,her only contact was to remind me of a later cinema date with Derek and Maureen,a new recipe she was trying which she seemed excited about, and admonishing me for using a spare piece of paper destined for her card making which she quickly put through the shredder, totally ignoring my note on it written in felt tip pen.

It was a blow to my self esteem realising I was now third in her list of affection behind cooking and card making. The note merely stated "l told them I was ill",my favourite Spike Miiligan quotation from his coffin .

Roller coasting again,

My mood continues to rise and fall for no obvious reason,but the new regime of anti-depressants is playing havoc with my diabetic control. My senior diabetic nurse is popping in to see me and Lynne next week in an attempt to resolve the issue.

A Happy New Year

We stayed in but up to see the new year in.Watching Robbie Williams in concert somewhere 

in London . We both consider him to be an arrogant pig ,but enjoyed his music,so watched

With eyes closed.